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Disappear

by Art Cowles

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1.
For You 01:11
2.
Mirrors 04:04
Too much time to take it easy Not enough for moving slow Not forgetting what I’m needing It’s only I don’t want to know I’m apprehensive that you’ll hold me in your arms ‘Cause I don’t want to bother no one and disappear She told me “No more wasting mirrors.” I told her “Sometimes I feel lost.” She said “It’s alright if you feel it. But don’t forget how much it costs To disappear.” Now, what do you do when you feel like you’re still raining But everything you see is dry? And your old friends all wonder reasons that you’ve gone But you’ve always been this way and you don’t know why I’m apprehensive that you’ll hold me in your arms ‘Cause I don’t want to bother no one and disappear She told me “No more wasting mirrors.” I told her “Sometimes I feel lost.” She said “It’s alright if you feel it. But don’t forget how much it costs To disappear.” I know sometimes it seems the snow is all around And you feel like you could drown or disappear She told me “No more wasting mirrors.” I told her “Sometimes I feel lost.” She said “It’s alright if you feel it. But don’t forget how much it costs To disappear.” To disappear To disappear
3.
Time 04:44
I remember when I told you someday I’ll go And I still romance those happy mornings on my own I met a girl, she’s gone away from me I had a friend and he doesn’t want to believe in me Anymore I have a friend, he doesn’t want to go home I know a girl and she, she doesn’t want to be alone Anymore If I could escape I’m still not so sure which way I’d run to If I can’t relate maybe I can find the better part of me No turning back to see if there’s something left for me at all Time to forget, time to remember everything Again Oh, how the time passes by Oh, how the time passes by
4.
Sunsets 04:05
You don’t know how you feel anymore And I gaze toward the steering wheel by the shore Home’s almost always warm in the rain Sunsets out here, they don’t look quite the same Life’s like a tide breathing out pushing in with the water I wonder how much I’ll turn out to be like my father Open the window and breath in a taste of the rain But the sunsets out here, they don’t look quite the same You’ll get along just fine Forget me as soon as I’m gone I’m gonna need some time I hope that it won’t take too long Remember when we fell asleep on the couch last September And we told each other we’d both like to stay there forever? Remember our arms intertwined? We wouldn’t let go Lying so close, we could feel both our hearts beating slow You’ll get along just fine Forget me as soon as I’m gone I’m gonna need some time And I hope that it won’t take too long To forget about the time you were mine like it’s only a dream And the sunsets these days aren’t as good as they seem Remember when we used to kiss in the warm summer rain? The sunsets back then made me think it could always remain
5.
Yesterday 04:03
So many things I’ve never seen So much just past the dark horizon My body’s longing for the sea My heart is waiting on the mountains And if I ever found a place to call my own I couldn’t bring myself to stay Something burning in my heart and in my soul Each new horizon holds another solemn perfect yesterday Remembering the friends I’ve met Their faces fill my mind’s blank pages And suddenly there’s no regret A love that frees us from our cages Just because I’m gone don’t think I’m never coming back No, I will be with you again I need to wander like a train without its tracks And every moment’s one more “Brother, hey, do you remember when?” No, things won’t ever stay the same It doesn’t mean you never felt them And if your memories remain They’ll keep you going if you let them And in the morning there’s no time for turning back But there’s time for reasons to carry on Still I’m glad when I can wander without tracks I find my family and friends, find my places to belong The ones we love are those who see us And we don’t let each other go There may be oceans in between us Lakes or mountains filled with snow And in the darkness when we think we’re all alone It’s love that carries us away And in my heart it feels just like I’m back at home Like we’re asleep until we wake up on that very final day Another perfect yesterday
6.
January 03:40
There’re some things I can’t ignore Don’t feel like you did before It’s like I’m crawling on my knees And won’t you stay a while with me And the number that you gave me I couldn’t be there if I tried Was the one that almost saved me I think you’re better off inside One more taste is all I need It’s hard feeling better when you bleed You left chalk drawings on my driveway Your messages made me feel sideways I close my eyes and try to wish it all away But still sometimes it’s like you’re here And the number that you gave me I couldn’t be there if I tried Was the one that almost saved me I think you’re better off inside And the number that you gave me I couldn’t be there if I tried Was the one that almost saved me I think you’re better off inside I close my eyes and try to wish it all away But still sometimes it’s like you’re here
7.
I’m not trying to be someone else She told me she tried to kill herself When life was turning into something strange And she’d do anything to ease the pain She said “You, walk away. And I know you could be there for somebody else Hold yourself in your arms.” I remember when I got that call Somehow feeling it was all my fault And did you really want to go away? And in my mind I hear those words replay She said “You, walk away. And I know you could be there for somebody else Hold yourself in your arms.” I’ll keep my space Maybe now you’ll believe me you don’t have to Hold yourself in yours arms Even though it’s cold try to hold on just a little bit longer I never thought it’d be you Even though it’s cold try to hold on just a little bit longer I never thought it’d be you “You, walk away. And I know you could be there for somebody else Hold yourself in your arms.” I’ll keep my space Maybe now you’ll believe me you don’t have to Hold yourself in yours arms
8.
Here 04:32
I don’t want to talk to nobody I don’t get to sleep anymore At times it feels like I’m sinking Holding onto the floor Everyone I know is a stranger Feels like I don’t belong When I’m dying inside And I act like nothing is wrong And I know I should take it easy But I can’t help it that I’ve changed And I, I want to show you I want to feel like you still care But I, I’m so afraid to Tell you I need you here I need you here Trying to forget who I was now But everybody’s bringing it up I get so tired of trying And still not feeling enough When I’m lost inside me I don’t want to know That I’m having it hard now And you’re still taking it slow And I know I should take it easy But I can’t help it that I’ve changed And I, I want to show you I want to feel like you still care But I, I’m so afraid to Tell you I need you here I need you here And I, I want to show you I want to feel like you still care But I, I’m so afraid to Tell you I need you here And I know I should take it easy But I can’t help it that I’ve changed
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released March 18, 2022

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